Whatever

it's almost 2 AM, and I'm here, writing for no one, on this blog that no one reads. Of course that is not exactly that a problem, because I didn't tell nobody abou this site so... I write for myself.

complicated

My life is becoming more complicated every day. Now my philosofical problems are fallen apart at the emergency of my more groundfooted problems, like a job, make money, find someone to date and stay together. But something in me is fighting on other front. God, I need to do something different!!!! I will never be happy doing something simple, even if it makes lot of money. I have lost faith in a lot of things, like in the future, in mankind, in sciensce, in God, in love... At the edge of depressing I rethink my life, and see that the only think that separate me from my dreams is myself, my will of trying. This seens like youthfull bullshit, but I understand that is not that easy. that I have great chances of failure. But if I never try it will be even worse! The real probleam here it's to find out something I'm good at. Something I like to do. I like writing, I like stories, I like discussion and philosofy. I have a great feeling of sorrow, oblivion, even angst inside that I should use ... someway...
I think I have a lot of great ideas, like a lot of people out there. I should begin to transform this in realities, not ideas. How? Because I need just one good idea to put my in the field. I feel i can't handle the pressure of this world, the weight of the failure, that is why I not even try... This is my most shamed conclusion.

AMERICA

America touts itself as the land of the free, but the number one freedom that you and I have is the freedom to enter into a subservient role in the workplace. Once you exercise this freedom you've lost all control over what you do, what is produced, and how it is produced. And in the end, the product doesn't belong to you. The only way you can avoid bosses and jobs is if you don't care about making a living. Which leads to the second freedom: the freedom to starve.:

Tom Morello